DUDE!IF I DON'T GET IN A BAND SOON I'M GONNA GO INSANE! Music is like a drug for me, it's addictive, the more I listen to it, the more my tolerance goes up. Right know my tolerance is too fuckin high. I need to star making music but with this boring little town I live in there's only a hand full music junkies. Then only and hand full of them play instruments, then a hand full of them are good at it. THEN a hand full of them can play garage band music. THEN... a hand full of them will get along with my personality. So my chances of getting in a band are slimmer than my aunt June, but I'm determined!

And yes I've actually had dreams about it. The're improving the action and the story comes were the book leaves off. I'm tellin you dude, I'm BLACK and a had a nerdgasm in my sleep.

P.S.Krogans are the bomb, I'm officially obsessed with them.

I just learned recently that, life, yes what we all know and love, sucks. It's too hard for a person like me,I'm not emo, and it's not all about death that I want, because I have some good things going for me if I manage to not kill myself.

I'm a natural musician for one, you should hear me in class singing all the time... I tend to be a silly and do something that will almost always result in pain for entertaining my friends. Sure, YOU might think that's a bad thing, but thats the way I make friends, by being crazy, so fuck off.

There is something I want to vent too. I was WITH a friend of mine and his little brother was in a choke hold from another little dude so HE "called him a faggot and said he was going to kick his ass"
guess what happens, 5-0 went to the black mans house (MINE) and fucking lectured me, told me about the "gravity of the situation", and didn't even bother to call the white man.(MY FRIEND)

Sometimes I just want to escape to my little world were nobody knows what the fuck is going on, but that differentiates from the same daily routine that makes me want to kill myself. I fail at what matters in life anymore, and you know what, I hope I do. Cuz when things get tricky again, these airport schools and brainwashing atmosphere will get a wakeup call that, Arithmetic won't save us from a fucking bombing. and Grammar won't tell us what we should live off of when our food supplies are poisoned from a widespread virus. Humanity through evolution is getting weaker, more slender with less muscles. Have you seen the freshman? or whatever is the lowest level in your school? The're fucking tiny, because in advancement in technology people don't use their muscles
much anymore, I would be doing more but I'm "academically ineligible" so I can't play sports.

People don't care if you're fucking miserable, as long as your grades are good you'll succeed in life. or at least they think. I war is coming soon, it doesn't take a fucking genius to figure that out if a 13 year old shit like me can. and when we face a crisis, it will be people who used brawn over brain, the people who studied survival skills over math, the one who can stand some fucking changes in their little schedule, they will survive.

well that sums up all the things I've been thinking of since my last post. Comment or I'll come to your house and kick you in the neck.

Emo N***a

EDIT:I thought of following this guys steps and becoming another emo brotha. Even though that would be fagety... I know! I'll just dress as one! I'll still be "high on life" and look emo!... As emo as a husky brotha can get... :D

I was at a party yesterday.Dude, it's like, so much head banging I can barely keep mah head up.It was so much fun I made freinds with a satanic and I probably have temporary brain damage from that fog machine trick I did.(Pretty much inhale and keep it in there for a few seconds then let it out.Looks like I'm smokin Cigaro)We actualy all became disoriented and we were stumbling around like druggies till we decided it was a good idea to turn off the fog.So right now I feel almost hungover but it's a great feeling.

Alrighty for history we watched a part of Roots.

1.This is an intense movie

2.I'm the only black dude in the class.

So if you've never heared of Roots, it's basicly about the authors ancistors...When slave traders came into the equasion.So I can only imagine how many people were stareing at me wondering how I would react.

Also I had detention today becuase of a raceist sub lest week.Now listen, me and my Mexican freind weren't talking any louder than any other students, but for some reason, we get picked out and get detention.We're the only Minoraties in the class so I truely do believe there was raceism.(I also heared about him sayin a black joke once)

So how about YOU tell ME you're shittyest schooldays as a response.

Don't even look, it's so wrong can't stand it.Don't for your sake.DON'T!!!

Fur Freinds ot Fur Fags?

How about decideing what subject to post next?

Vent whatever you want to get off your chest,say something you had to conseal away from public,I don't know.I'm bored.